a love letter for her.
It’s been a long time since i last saw you.
In other words, its been a long time since I’ve felt alive.
The only time I’m smiling these days is when i’m thinking of you.
See, i never believed in love at first sight and i don’t believe even now.
But i remember the first time i saw you. I remember the day, what you wore and how you exactly looked. It felt like the time stop for a while.
I was so lost in your beauty that i constantly kept thinking about you for days, nothing else but you only.
And i don’t mean that i was mesmerized by your looks only, though it played a part i was astonished by your personality.
Your sense of humor, your kindness and the way you know to handle things without showing any stress on your beautiful face.
Everytime you are around me
all i do is watch your smile,
I watch you flip your hair,
I watch how your eyes search for me (that’s only my imagination though).
You’re the cutest person i’ve met, also the boldest one.
I adore how you do what you believe is right and what you stand for is never wrong, not most of the time.
But i also hate you,
I hate how you cry for small things.
I hate how you never care for yourself even when someone hurts you.
I hate you for not talking to me even when you feel my presence.
I hate you for being my weakness but you’re also my will to fight & i love you for that.
Did i just say love ?
Guess, that is true.
Now that i think, I’ve been in love with you for a long long time
And even i was unaware of that.
But seeing you being far from me i hate to admit that i realized it this late.
These words aren’t a proposal for you to answer in yes or no.
It is just a reminder to you that i love you and
If you ever feel like there’s no one to care for you remember me. I will always be in the shadows watching your eyes blink, lips smile and will be eagerly waiting to hear the melodies that you’ve kept hidden inside your heart.
Your heart, i want to explore every corner of it.
I know we are headed to different destinations
But i do hope to meet you somewhere in the road so we can walk together, me beside you, holding our hands.
live your life in bliss
hope god fulfills every wish of yours.
Love, lots of love
From someone lost in the depth of your eyes and the curves of your smile.
If you ever fall in love, let me be the one you fall for.