So do people,
And as people in our life leave, we grow.
We grow to be better and mature, but somewhere in our heart rests a feeling; loneliness.
I’ve grown up knowing lots of people. Some I don’t even remember.
Some became friends and some became strangers.
And a very few people became dearest to me like they were a family to me.
These were the ones I loved as much as I love the ones whose blood runs in my veins.
The best part of my life until now will be the time in between me leaving high school and going to college. Away from home, I was with my best friends hanging out together every single day.
And in a year or less, everything changed.
Everyone walked their own path, completely different from one another. And me, I’m still in the same place not knowing where to go.
Now, we don’t even talk to each other in weeks. Our “Best friends forever” group chats are just a memory. I mean I haven’t seen anyone of them in months, perhaps a year. It’s not like we live away from each other but it feels like they have found a new family whereas I’ve lost mine.
What do I do with the 12 am wishes on my birthday if I don’t get to be in touch with them for the whole year?
It’s not like I haven’t met new people but none can make me feel the way they did.
I hate how people can easily adjust themselves to any new place, I’m just not good at it.
And I know a river doesn’t flow back but I want to sail backward. I want to feel those old vibes again.
While they’re busy making new memories for them I’m stuck in the old ones.
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