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    Money matters

    money matters. It was a normal evening for me just like every other day in life. Taking a walk of 12 minutes to the temple on a regular basis, spending some time with friends, talk about stuff which they think nonsense but quite intellectual in my opinion. So I was with this friend of mine. We were drinking coke, discussing life and the way we people live. A good 15 min long conversation he left for his home. Me, on the other hand waited there for sometime, looking around,thinking things that no one would care about. A few minutes later I left for my place. On my way I stopped…

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    New year it was.

    “It looks so yummy”, she said to herself as she gazed through the window of bakery shop. All those cakes and pastries brought water in her mouth. It was a New Year eve. One could see the town glowing, decorated like a bride. The sun was about to set and my friend, moon was already in the sky. Cold breeze ran across the place, winter it was. The birds were flying to their nest, perhaps the clouds were too. Kids running in the streets with their parents walking behind them carrying shopping bags. Today everyone was going to have delicious meal. After all, it was the first day of the…

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    Clean and clear

    Why am i bothered just by thinking about you? It’s not like I’m afraid of losing you, you were never mine in the first place. Then why? Why don’t feel good vibes when i think about you? Even when you are around me, I’ve this weird feeling. I fear something that I’m unknown to. And lately I’ve thinking about this a lot. Am I in love with you or what? If yes then why am I not sure about it ? And if I’m wrong why do you matter so much to me? See, I really don’t want to grow old like this. I don’t want to have second thoughts…

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    Changes

    ​Time changes So do people, And as people in our life change, we grow. We grow to be better and mature, but somewhere in our heart lies a feeling; loneliness. I’ve grown up knowing lots of people. Some I don’t even remember. Some became friends and some became strangers. And a very few people became closest to me like there were a family to me. These are the ones i love as much as i love the ones whose blood runs in my veins. The best part of my life untill now will be the time in between me leaving high school and going to college. Away from home, i…

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    The Moon🌛

    ​ The sun is dreaming And I’m awake Talking to the moon and the stars  About her. The moon talks about her smile. “It’s beautiful” , it says. “I haven’t seen it for a while”, i reply with a frown in my face. They all laugh. I hear the stars giggle Although it wasn’t loud and they are a bit far from us. ” I can see her right now,” it teases me “from up here, she is sound asleep and dreaming”. “so do i”, i hear a bird saying. Or perhaps it was trying to say it. “Dreaming ? How do you know ?” I ask. “I can even…

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    Raindrops fall 

    RAINDROPS FALL Raindrops fall. He used to write songs and poems. He first wrote about his first girlfriend and their breakups. A year later he was over her and he’d nothing to write about. And when he fell in love with this new girl, the words started spilling again in his diaries. And this time it felt good. The old ones described the pain, sorrows and tears but the new ones were different. They reminded him how wonderful it feels to be in love, again. Nearly after a week, he was in his bed trying to figure out something to write But all the feelings he had for her were…

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    She smiles☺

    all about a smile I tell her she is beautiful she smiles. I praise her beauty, her little eyes, her perfect nose, those curves made by her lips. She again smiles. and I hate that smile. actually not that smile, but the reason for it. I’m the reason she smiles like that. I hate that she smiles every time I try to confess my love for her. She smiles because she doesn’t know what to say. She feels awkward because she doesn’t feel the way I do. and the best thing she considers to do at that moment is to smile. and of course it feels bad to see that…